killing

I have been killed few times recently. Four negative pregnancy tests killed me four times. My colleagues' few recent pregnancies killed me for another few times. That's a lot of killi...

mother

For the last couple of times on my therapy, I took my mother on the table. My therapist helped me to realize that I have not ever received the proper care from her - emotional one. Every time she calls, she always speaks about herself. Even if she asks what's up with me, she does...

my way to slow down

I need to write some rules down. Maybe "rules" is not a great word... rather guidance. I need to have some guidance written down how to slow down in my life... How to be more alive than I am now. How to be more mindful.1. Reconnect with my friend. Yes, I have only one friend, but...

To remember

Never go to coffee house at 5. In the city center. If you want some peace and quiet. Period. A day off. Hardly. I had my therapy session today. I went there with war in my head. After the last session 2 weeks ago, I left mad, disappointed, I don't know what else. And I had serious...

a journey

Over a year ago, when I was on a plane to Budapest, I read an article about slow fashion movement, so basically: let's sew, knit, buy what's made locally and fair. And then this wonderful weekend came. Full of walking, eating, relaxing, sun and us. And I felt under my skin that I...